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It's no good unless he loves you...all the way.
My grandparents song. so beautiful i never heard the whole thing until recently. i can remember them singing it to eachother all the time. they were the most INLOVE couple i have ever met. The shared the most special relationship. they prayed together every night, they had a special prayer they always said together. my grandma was the strongest woman i ever met. She never once complained about her cancer or said “why me” sure she was depressed and sad sometimes but she always said that when it was her time to go God would take her and that was okay. I never thought i would really lose her so soon. She passed the way she wanted to. in her home with her family surrounding her. I miss her so much, her curly red hair, her beautiful laugh and smile, all the stories she told me, all the songs she used to sing to me. Her beautiful garden. Her love was beautiful and endless. I miss her so much. Love you Grammy, i hope you enjoyed your time with us, for now its time to spend with jesus and your family that passed before you.
this is my grammy. Very old picture of us. But when i think of her i like to picture this moment. We were up north in the summer, she was putting her make-up on in the kitchen and i came in to take a surprise snap shot to make a memory. and i guess thats what i did. She has been battling Breast cancer for 10 years. Her breast cancer matastisized to her bones, resulting in bone cancer which she has now had for 5 years. Very strong woman. Within the last few days i found out her liver is failing; and they took her off all of her medication and sent her home with hospice until she passes. I hope she makes it til friday so i can see her.
love you grammy.
give me strength to make it through these next two years.
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can’t believe i chopped it all off…again.
Happy New Year friends.
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went to bed semi early last night didnt reallllly help me too much since i woke up a bajillion times coughing and not being able to breath or swallow. GREAT. i feel like i’ve been sick now for 2 months. some days i feel okay some days i feel like crap. today my body is sooooooooooooo tired. and my throat hurts and i dont want to go to work. but i should probably get dressed and ready since i have to leave in 15.
its been a very long day; snuggling up in bed now. turning off the computer and hopefully sleeping til 11 then going to work.
goodnight
